what are my loud clothes saying about me

My nurse clothes are on the bright side. I like the vibrant colors and patterns, a lot of my patients seem to like it too. Many of them probably can't see that well due to glaucoma and other age related visual deficits; this way they can see me coming. I once had a Dr. ask me if I got dressed wearing sun glasses, I told him no but I do get dressed in the dark and what I can see is what I wear (this was when I worked the day shift and got up at 0'dark 30).

Today I had to go into the hospital to do some committee chores. My people clothes are actually very conservative with browns, blacks and blues. People are amazed when they see me and often find it necessary to comment on my appearance when not in nurse stuff. I was even asked where I was interviewing since I was dressed to impress.

As I contemplated this reaction from others realized that before I go to the bedside I prepare. I put on the costume, learn the lines, and play the part. I paste on my happy face while in the elevator. I enter the unit as a performer coming on stage gauging the mood of the audience. I receive my script from the previous shift. I take on the role of care provider when I enter the room with "Good evening, my name is Kim and I will be your nurse tonight". Will this act be a comedy, tragedy, horror story, a tear jerker or an on going saga.

When the shift is over I pass the script on to the next nurse. I take my final bow as I leave the unit. I enter the elevator attempt to work the stress out of my neck and shoulders and on the drive home I critique my performance. In the days to come I hope that the critics will give me a glowing review, expressing what a wonderful nurse I am and what good job I am doing.

Clothes; just a part of the costume. I sure am glad I don't have to wear white-if I did I would insist on wearing the nursing cap too.